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A laid back, intelligent, and fun loving California implant slowly and silently taking New York by storm!

Tuesday, July 27, 2004

jonz of desperation

got a jonz in my bone for somethin' i've never known drippin wet & hard as stone cuz I want you to make me scream and moan

and by "you" i mean ANYBODY cuz this here's a willing body dip it low baby move yo body-body make me say "ooohhh" baby when you touch my body-body

watchin' porn til the break of dawn chattin with strangers tryin to get it on pants tight squirmin in my seat c'mon! lay back bust a nut & off to sleep as i yawn

fuck patience this is desperation i'm tired of all the anticipation and meaningless, un-fulfilling masturbation light's green gate's open so drive into my virgin station

like ASA
NOW cuz i'm wanting it bad is it possible to crave so much something you've never had but hear stories and watch encounters of the fornicating and glad yet roll over to see no one and in turn become sad

if i stay this dry much longer i'll fucking start a fire wanna go for a ride until my soul begins to tire liftin & droppin it like it's hot while our entangled bodies perspire lost in ecstasy making love as our hearts and minds conspire

i'm at my wits end my thoughts filled with saturation of when i'll finally experience a night of copulation leaving me satisfied & exhausted yet filled with elation but until that fateful night i'm stuck with this jonz of desperation.

Tuesday, July 06, 2004

a childhood re-introduced

a picture says a thousand words
this one says i was young once
a baby
an infant
a newborn
a child

fresh from the womb
far from the tomb
this little boy whom
we've come to know as Will
or Nyerere if you're family

memories i never knew i had
songs i never knew i sang
movies i never knew i made
a life i always knew was fun

i was a baby once
the proof is here in my lap
and after 25 years of living
my first glance at my baby pictures close the gap

how i got to this man from that newborn
holding back tears, i finally understood
these pictures show a bouncing baby boy
these pictures show my happy childhood.